After more than four years of work in my office, I finally got a name plate and they hung it yesterday morning.
Then in the afternoon HR called. My contract will not be renewed and my so last day in the office is December 12th. I will be on a priority call list for temporary work for five years. I’m thinking “priority call” does not necessarily mean “priority hire”. And I unless it were longer term temporary work (not vacation leaves, etc.) I don’t know how that is really much comfort.
I haven’t been able to eat. I’ve barely slept. My head is pounding. I feel sick.
My mind is whirling in so many directions that I need to jot down my thoughts on things to do so as not to forget them. I don’t know that I’ve ever felt like this before.